Monday, October 22, 2012
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Hari Raya
Radio playing with the rhythm of midnite..
Laptop blogging with the silent of midnite..
Fan swinging with the cold of wind..
Only I can feel peace and listen to my heartbeat...
How far I go since these few months...
I finished my uni study for 4years...
Having my internship at Singapore for 1months plus..
Adapt myself with less of one family member..
Used to my coughing fever for 1month plus too..
People always said...
Imperfection goes on life..
Nothing is perfect..
We just can try to make thing perfect...
When we get troubles, good way to think is it can make us more mature..
It can even make us growth....
But, bad way will think that it is so unlucky, why so much troubles happen unstoppable..
Mindset will bring you either way..
So, which way you are?
I m on my way to BED now~haha..XD
Selamat Hari Raya!!!!
Laptop blogging with the silent of midnite..
Fan swinging with the cold of wind..
Only I can feel peace and listen to my heartbeat...
How far I go since these few months...
I finished my uni study for 4years...
Having my internship at Singapore for 1months plus..
Adapt myself with less of one family member..
Used to my coughing fever for 1month plus too..
People always said...
Imperfection goes on life..
Nothing is perfect..
We just can try to make thing perfect...
When we get troubles, good way to think is it can make us more mature..
It can even make us growth....
But, bad way will think that it is so unlucky, why so much troubles happen unstoppable..
Mindset will bring you either way..
So, which way you are?
I m on my way to BED now~haha..XD
Selamat Hari Raya!!!!
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Saturday
How you pass your every Saturday??
Wake up early at 9am in the morning, 10am depart to Parit Jawa to have lunch!!
The famous Asam Pedas Ikan!!!haha..
After that go muar eat Ice!!
The weather is too hot so we have this idea to grab an Ice for cooling down. But before this I bring my friends to Tanjong, Muar have a visitation because some of them never been there.
After the Ice, we go to eat Rojak near Sungai Abong, Muar...
Then we end our journey back to parit raja.
Reach hostel around 6pm then I being forced to go swimming at Kluang...
Early plan I m just as follower but not swim because Er ge promise to pay entrance fee for me!
At last I bring Liong's pant and goggles along and in the pool as well..zzZ
I only tink to sink in the pool and then Jason come to me and guide me how to swim from the very fundamental level.
It was so amazing and syok when i can swim for a very short distance in awhile~
Jason praise me that I have so talent because it was my first swim and I can go so far ady...
He is damn pro in swim among us...
The feeling of swimming just so good!
Without knowing the times flied, I love to swim in silently...
We play until the sky turned to dark...
I feel so relax but tiring after that..haha..
I really can't believe that I CAN SWIM~
That is quite shock for me~Lalala~
At the same time, I feel so regret that now only join them to swim..
Because we all will be leaving school within a week and I have no more chance to learn from Jason.
But nvm, every things will not as perfect as we think.
Because of the imperfect, only we will appreciate it!
I had learned that during this 3months...
The hardest days I faced for my life..
Start from a silent warning, received the fact that need to accept, and the period of it is hard.
We need to learn to accept, to strong, and to brave when the unexpected things happened.
The feeling of losing the member of family is really sad.
I still can remember the painful face of father when the nurse trying to took the blood from his skinny hand.
1 shot failed, 2nd shot, 3rd....
I forgot how many shots being taken, but I know it is more than 3shots...
Mum standing outside looking thru the window also with a painful face..
I look at mum and try to smile to act but mum never gt attracted by that..
My heart was broken when looking at my father to have this painful...
But I can do nothing there but only to wish that this shot must have enough blood flow out....
I think no one can bear with this condition..I do cry, in my heart silently...but not in reality...
I don't want to make things worst and sad...
At that moment, my heart is not crying, but blooding...
On 28 May 2012, at 11pm, I lost my father.
At that time, I sit inside my car, almost want driving back home to see my father the last face..
But i couldn't make it..is too late..
The radio in the car was playing the song " Coming home" at that moment...
Tears dropping and I know I can't drive, so I call er ge to fetch me home because at first i plan to drive home by myself..
A lots of memories past in my mind on the way to home.
I know this day will come, but never know so fast..
Have to sleep le....tmr need wake up early at 7am...so that all for this post..
Wake up early at 9am in the morning, 10am depart to Parit Jawa to have lunch!!
The famous Asam Pedas Ikan!!!haha..
After that go muar eat Ice!!
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The weather is too hot so we have this idea to grab an Ice for cooling down. But before this I bring my friends to Tanjong, Muar have a visitation because some of them never been there.
After the Ice, we go to eat Rojak near Sungai Abong, Muar...
Then we end our journey back to parit raja.
Reach hostel around 6pm then I being forced to go swimming at Kluang...
Early plan I m just as follower but not swim because Er ge promise to pay entrance fee for me!
At last I bring Liong's pant and goggles along and in the pool as well..zzZ
I only tink to sink in the pool and then Jason come to me and guide me how to swim from the very fundamental level.
It was so amazing and syok when i can swim for a very short distance in awhile~
Jason praise me that I have so talent because it was my first swim and I can go so far ady...
He is damn pro in swim among us...
The feeling of swimming just so good!
Without knowing the times flied, I love to swim in silently...
We play until the sky turned to dark...
I feel so relax but tiring after that..haha..
I really can't believe that I CAN SWIM~
That is quite shock for me~Lalala~
At the same time, I feel so regret that now only join them to swim..
Because we all will be leaving school within a week and I have no more chance to learn from Jason.
But nvm, every things will not as perfect as we think.
Because of the imperfect, only we will appreciate it!
I had learned that during this 3months...
The hardest days I faced for my life..
Start from a silent warning, received the fact that need to accept, and the period of it is hard.
We need to learn to accept, to strong, and to brave when the unexpected things happened.
The feeling of losing the member of family is really sad.
I still can remember the painful face of father when the nurse trying to took the blood from his skinny hand.
1 shot failed, 2nd shot, 3rd....
I forgot how many shots being taken, but I know it is more than 3shots...
Mum standing outside looking thru the window also with a painful face..
I look at mum and try to smile to act but mum never gt attracted by that..
My heart was broken when looking at my father to have this painful...
But I can do nothing there but only to wish that this shot must have enough blood flow out....
I think no one can bear with this condition..I do cry, in my heart silently...but not in reality...
I don't want to make things worst and sad...
At that moment, my heart is not crying, but blooding...
On 28 May 2012, at 11pm, I lost my father.
At that time, I sit inside my car, almost want driving back home to see my father the last face..
But i couldn't make it..is too late..
The radio in the car was playing the song " Coming home" at that moment...
Tears dropping and I know I can't drive, so I call er ge to fetch me home because at first i plan to drive home by myself..
A lots of memories past in my mind on the way to home.
I know this day will come, but never know so fast..
Have to sleep le....tmr need wake up early at 7am...so that all for this post..
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Only time
Listening to Enya's song,
meanwhile,
blogging for writing down what really happened around.
Yesterday I bought a Car Mp3 FMmodulator for my car.
I eager to buy it for so long time becoz driving home for every weekend is compulsory for me now.
I know Enya via my brother when he was studying art college at KL.
It is such a long time ago,
A word to describe Enya song - beautiful
You will never feel the true happiness unless you taste it,
And you will never feel the true sadness unless you taste it too as well.
Life is similarly to the drama in television.
You will never thought when the part of scenes in the drama will actually someday happens to you.
Life is fragile, tough, tiny,
when the bad things happens to you.
Life is joyful, marvelous, wonderful,
when the good things happens to you.
This call life.
Only time
You are fighting for in your life.
Only time
You are afraid of if you are lacking in that.
Only time
You are able to prove yourself in everything.
meanwhile,
blogging for writing down what really happened around.
Yesterday I bought a Car Mp3 FMmodulator for my car.
I eager to buy it for so long time becoz driving home for every weekend is compulsory for me now.
I know Enya via my brother when he was studying art college at KL.
It is such a long time ago,
A word to describe Enya song - beautiful
You will never feel the true happiness unless you taste it,
And you will never feel the true sadness unless you taste it too as well.
Life is similarly to the drama in television.
You will never thought when the part of scenes in the drama will actually someday happens to you.
Life is fragile, tough, tiny,
when the bad things happens to you.
Life is joyful, marvelous, wonderful,
when the good things happens to you.
This call life.
Only time
You are fighting for in your life.
Only time
You are afraid of if you are lacking in that.
Only time
You are able to prove yourself in everything.
Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows,
Only time...
Enya
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
2012
I hate this year!
I totally hate this year!
Nothing can let me happy yet,
Everything happened around was bad things.
This is a tough year for me,
And my family.
+ve thinking....
I totally hate this year!
Nothing can let me happy yet,
Everything happened around was bad things.
This is a tough year for me,
And my family.
+ve thinking....
Monday, February 27, 2012
Afraid
i m afraid..
this sem i just worry about my psm..
it is nt so easy at all..
and this year many annoying and sad things happened around..
especially to my family..
but everything will be turned alright..
=(
this sem i just worry about my psm..
it is nt so easy at all..
and this year many annoying and sad things happened around..
especially to my family..
but everything will be turned alright..
=(
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Design Seminar
I not sure it is good news or bad news as we suppose to attend 3days of the seminar but in fact oni 2days bcz we can chose no need come to the last day's seminar~lalala~
I had been played too much since bc to uni on Valentine's day~~haha..and when recall then i only sleep for only 2hours before i attended to the 1st day of seminar...i thought i m surely to fall sleep as usual in the hall but magic thg happened as i didn't sleep during the whole class in both morning and afternoon sessions within the day~but i also never attention too much in the seminar bcoz i m still in the laughing mood with er ge and da ge (which is my lovely roommate for 2years as well)~hahahaha!!we are crazy for having so much laughing points to talk since we met up on Valentine's Day...as conclusion we all think we are happier than during CNY bcoz we never stop laughing...u must be tink we as i always mention that i keep laughing and laughing..wahaha
I also duno y all this will happen...maybe the new sem haven start yet and we have no homework to worries about...( in fact there is a group reports that we need to submit after the seminar,Due date 9th March)
But in fact i m always worries to my Psm ( FYP-Final Year Project in orthers words )
Talk to psm will make my mood down so i dunwan to mention here too much~haha=p
I like mid-nite moment...one of the reasons is ti is quiet=)
The silence nite will make me think truly...
Maybe there is less temptation or less disturbances...
And the best things to do in this periods is blogging~hahaXD
Bcoz lots of inspirations will come to mind~hehe
The most destroyer in the world is "time"..it killing the years of youngish..
During the CNY holidays for 1month,i do realized that my dad getting older and older!
he looks thinner and thinner as previous year A LOT!!!
I can see from the pics in the album with comparison between this year East Coast of Malaysia trip and Bali trip last year..
my family will take the family photos for every years..and during this year, i can obviously found that he lost the smile as shown in the pics of Bali trip..and looks tiny and tiny...all of us see that in eyes.. and when someone get older, many slight illness will come afterwards..
Want or dunwan i have to know that i ady 23years old approaching 24years old~the time move damn pretty fast even it has a low speed of 1second every moment but it operate for 24hours~~what the..haha..
Accept or not i ought to face that i will come to the cross road at the mid year soon~
Every things will change at that time..the studies of my 4years of uni life will be end, but my working career will be the continuous point after that...
recall back that the wish of most of the single ppl...to gt a bf/gf during their studies life especially uni life..ppl who had this thought in mind bcoz they know that after start the working life, the probability to find a life partner will be reduce and reduce...hahaha...
the poor thing is i nv been in a relationship within my 23+years..
anyways, i can imaging that i have no time to think about that after open sem on nx week.. so jus let it be natural happening process~
wow~it is 4am deep nite ady!!!haha...i think i have to gt bc some sleep again since i wake up at 2am juz now~wahaha...
I had been played too much since bc to uni on Valentine's day~~haha..and when recall then i only sleep for only 2hours before i attended to the 1st day of seminar...i thought i m surely to fall sleep as usual in the hall but magic thg happened as i didn't sleep during the whole class in both morning and afternoon sessions within the day~but i also never attention too much in the seminar bcoz i m still in the laughing mood with er ge and da ge (which is my lovely roommate for 2years as well)~hahahaha!!we are crazy for having so much laughing points to talk since we met up on Valentine's Day...as conclusion we all think we are happier than during CNY bcoz we never stop laughing...u must be tink we as i always mention that i keep laughing and laughing..wahaha
I also duno y all this will happen...maybe the new sem haven start yet and we have no homework to worries about...( in fact there is a group reports that we need to submit after the seminar,Due date 9th March)
But in fact i m always worries to my Psm ( FYP-Final Year Project in orthers words )
Talk to psm will make my mood down so i dunwan to mention here too much~haha=p
I like mid-nite moment...one of the reasons is ti is quiet=)
The silence nite will make me think truly...
Maybe there is less temptation or less disturbances...
And the best things to do in this periods is blogging~hahaXD
Bcoz lots of inspirations will come to mind~hehe
The most destroyer in the world is "time"..it killing the years of youngish..
During the CNY holidays for 1month,i do realized that my dad getting older and older!
he looks thinner and thinner as previous year A LOT!!!
I can see from the pics in the album with comparison between this year East Coast of Malaysia trip and Bali trip last year..
my family will take the family photos for every years..and during this year, i can obviously found that he lost the smile as shown in the pics of Bali trip..and looks tiny and tiny...all of us see that in eyes.. and when someone get older, many slight illness will come afterwards..
Want or dunwan i have to know that i ady 23years old approaching 24years old~the time move damn pretty fast even it has a low speed of 1second every moment but it operate for 24hours~~what the..haha..
Accept or not i ought to face that i will come to the cross road at the mid year soon~
Every things will change at that time..the studies of my 4years of uni life will be end, but my working career will be the continuous point after that...
recall back that the wish of most of the single ppl...to gt a bf/gf during their studies life especially uni life..ppl who had this thought in mind bcoz they know that after start the working life, the probability to find a life partner will be reduce and reduce...hahaha...
the poor thing is i nv been in a relationship within my 23+years..
anyways, i can imaging that i have no time to think about that after open sem on nx week.. so jus let it be natural happening process~
wow~it is 4am deep nite ady!!!haha...i think i have to gt bc some sleep again since i wake up at 2am juz now~wahaha...
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Valentine's Day of 2012
First mood on taking the bus to back uni for earlier programs-Design Seminar was suck~because i should have my last week holidays before open semester..then some things come to my mind~haha
I dun wish just stay at hostel on the Valentine's day even i m still single..
So i try to plan the activities vf er ge~then finally we 4peoples which are the earliest one reached hostel hang out together at bp..
So i met them at bp mall as they depart from the parit raja~
Due to the less showtime movies at bpmall, then we change target to square one-mbo cinema...and then the final choice movie was Underword:Awakening...actually i have no much interest to this movie but this is the only suitable choice..anyways it is better than stay at hostel and just sit in front of laptop clicking the facebook and weibo or youtube...haha
I can say, start at around 3pm we met, i think i have never stop to laugh...
watch movie,dinner,window shopping, play badminton,eat Mcd....do whatever we also can have the point to talk for laugh...it is just so enjoys and relax when u temporarily forget all the burdens or worries and just enjoys the day with friends...
it is just so natural good and nice!!!Simple happiness as well~
So,
I want to say that the single status of me also can have a happy valentine's day=)
p/s: because of the mosquito make me cannot fall in sleep till now!!!!tomolo still have seminar from 9am-4pm!!!arghhh~~haha
I dun wish just stay at hostel on the Valentine's day even i m still single..
So i try to plan the activities vf er ge~then finally we 4peoples which are the earliest one reached hostel hang out together at bp..
So i met them at bp mall as they depart from the parit raja~
Due to the less showtime movies at bpmall, then we change target to square one-mbo cinema...and then the final choice movie was Underword:Awakening...actually i have no much interest to this movie but this is the only suitable choice..anyways it is better than stay at hostel and just sit in front of laptop clicking the facebook and weibo or youtube...haha
I can say, start at around 3pm we met, i think i have never stop to laugh...
watch movie,dinner,window shopping, play badminton,eat Mcd....do whatever we also can have the point to talk for laugh...it is just so enjoys and relax when u temporarily forget all the burdens or worries and just enjoys the day with friends...
it is just so natural good and nice!!!Simple happiness as well~
So,
I want to say that the single status of me also can have a happy valentine's day=)
p/s: because of the mosquito make me cannot fall in sleep till now!!!!tomolo still have seminar from 9am-4pm!!!arghhh~~haha
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