Wake up early at 9am in the morning, 10am depart to Parit Jawa to have lunch!!
The famous Asam Pedas Ikan!!!haha..
After that go muar eat Ice!!
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The weather is too hot so we have this idea to grab an Ice for cooling down. But before this I bring my friends to Tanjong, Muar have a visitation because some of them never been there.
After the Ice, we go to eat Rojak near Sungai Abong, Muar...
Then we end our journey back to parit raja.
Reach hostel around 6pm then I being forced to go swimming at Kluang...
Early plan I m just as follower but not swim because Er ge promise to pay entrance fee for me!
At last I bring Liong's pant and goggles along and in the pool as well..zzZ
I only tink to sink in the pool and then Jason come to me and guide me how to swim from the very fundamental level.
It was so amazing and syok when i can swim for a very short distance in awhile~
Jason praise me that I have so talent because it was my first swim and I can go so far ady...
He is damn pro in swim among us...
The feeling of swimming just so good!
Without knowing the times flied, I love to swim in silently...
We play until the sky turned to dark...
I feel so relax but tiring after that..haha..
I really can't believe that I CAN SWIM~
That is quite shock for me~Lalala~
At the same time, I feel so regret that now only join them to swim..
Because we all will be leaving school within a week and I have no more chance to learn from Jason.
But nvm, every things will not as perfect as we think.
Because of the imperfect, only we will appreciate it!
I had learned that during this 3months...
The hardest days I faced for my life..
Start from a silent warning, received the fact that need to accept, and the period of it is hard.
We need to learn to accept, to strong, and to brave when the unexpected things happened.
The feeling of losing the member of family is really sad.
I still can remember the painful face of father when the nurse trying to took the blood from his skinny hand.
1 shot failed, 2nd shot, 3rd....
I forgot how many shots being taken, but I know it is more than 3shots...
Mum standing outside looking thru the window also with a painful face..
I look at mum and try to smile to act but mum never gt attracted by that..
My heart was broken when looking at my father to have this painful...
But I can do nothing there but only to wish that this shot must have enough blood flow out....
I think no one can bear with this condition..I do cry, in my heart silently...but not in reality...
I don't want to make things worst and sad...
At that moment, my heart is not crying, but blooding...
On 28 May 2012, at 11pm, I lost my father.
At that time, I sit inside my car, almost want driving back home to see my father the last face..
But i couldn't make it..is too late..
The radio in the car was playing the song " Coming home" at that moment...
Tears dropping and I know I can't drive, so I call er ge to fetch me home because at first i plan to drive home by myself..
A lots of memories past in my mind on the way to home.
I know this day will come, but never know so fast..
Have to sleep le....tmr need wake up early at 7am...so that all for this post..
