Thursday, August 11, 2011

Grandma

Do u know how long of your life?
When u will going to die?
How would u die?
Hahah..dun be shock..there are just too many unsolved stuff or ques in tis world..
If can chose, i dunwan to live too old..but not tat short=p
If can chose, i dunwan to fall sick which will cause die..i dunwan to face or having the suffer of sick before i die!
But,
we just cannot chose.
Maybe wad we can do just try our best and do not let any regret things happened to u..
Last week i went to visit my grandma, she now cannot eat normally and oni can use a tube to drink the milk through the nose..any words tats she trying to said are not clear at all but still loud..i reli feel vy sad to see tis...
Recall the time i was child, when grandma still healthy and able to walk vf a crutch, and which some times will give me some pocket $$ to buy food, even just 1or2 dollars then i will go to the corner shop to buy ice-cream or crackers to eat (but when i growth i nv use the money to buy anythings which grandma gave bcoz i juz want to keep it properly, as my memories between grandma and me, i started to realize grandma become older and older every times i meet her, aand then one day she will leave me)
I duno to speak Hokkien so i less to talk vf grandma, i rmb long time ago grandma still can speak chinese...but now she totally speak Hokkien oni and some times will talk non-sense things..
Even now she will mess up the things but she still can recognize who of us...i really can see the grandma face look happy when her son visit her..it is truth!
A lot of times when we received the bad news from relative about the condition of grandma, we thought maybe we will lost her but every times she juz so strong and firm to stride every obstacles..this time also the same!!But it really tough and hard..
Grandma ady 92 years old...i just hope tat she will be live happily and all the sick and pain leave her far far away pls~

A words from grandson..

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