Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Magic Ball

Mali~Mali~hom~
Magic arr magic,
Please cure my hungry,
And make me sleep tight.
😁

Sunday, February 17, 2013

2013

World's biggest rumors about doomsday on 21December2012.
Thanks for that my 'Small White' got whatsapps for free of charge!😜

You will never know how keen I want to end 2012 and welcoming for 2013.
And now it is 17 February 2013.

Almost one year time is near.
One year my dad leaving me.
Leaving,
Before he can attend my convocation.
I remember dad leaving me on the last week and last semester of my study in University.
The 7th day I still unable to stay home because I ought to re-test my exam papers due to absent for few subjects on that week.

They said,
That day is return of dad at the night.
He come back to see us for last time.
I being told the story afterwards by sister.
At that night,dad really came back to home.
Dad transform into a bat.
We all know that is dad.
I dunno how to explain but it is.

I know dad is leaving us forever,
But his taught will never leaving forever.
I know,
I will never stop to miss you 爸爸。




Monday, January 7, 2013

Monday, October 22, 2012

Sunday, August 19, 2012

Hari Raya

Radio playing with the rhythm of midnite..
Laptop blogging with the silent of midnite..
Fan swinging with the cold of wind..
Only I can feel peace and listen to my heartbeat...
How far I go since these few months...
I finished my uni study for 4years...
Having my internship at Singapore for 1months plus..
Adapt myself with less of one family member..
Used to my coughing fever for 1month plus too..

People always said...
Imperfection goes on life..
Nothing is perfect..
We just can try to make thing perfect...

When we get troubles, good way to think is it can make us more mature..
It can even make us growth....
But, bad way will think that it is so unlucky, why so much troubles happen unstoppable..
Mindset will bring you either way..
So, which way you are?


I m on my way to BED now~haha..XD

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Saturday

How you pass your every Saturday??
Wake up early at 9am in the morning, 10am depart to Parit Jawa to have lunch!!
The famous Asam Pedas Ikan!!!haha..
After that go muar eat Ice!!



















The weather is too hot so we have this idea to grab an Ice for cooling down. But before this I bring my friends to Tanjong, Muar have a visitation because some of them never been there.
After the Ice, we go to eat Rojak near Sungai Abong, Muar...
Then we end our journey back to parit raja.
Reach hostel around 6pm then I being forced to go swimming at Kluang...
Early plan I m just as follower but not swim because Er ge promise to pay entrance fee for me!
At last I bring Liong's pant and goggles along and in the pool as well..zzZ
I only tink to sink in the pool and then Jason come to me and guide me how to swim from the very fundamental level.
It was so amazing and syok when i can swim for a very short distance in awhile~
Jason praise me that I have so talent because it was my first swim and I can go so far ady...
He is damn pro in swim among us...
The feeling of swimming just so good!
Without knowing the times flied, I love to swim in silently...
We play until the sky turned to dark...
I feel so relax but tiring after that..haha..
I really can't believe that I CAN SWIM~
That is quite shock for me~Lalala~
At the same time, I feel so regret that now only join them to swim..
Because we all will be leaving school within a week and I have no more chance to learn from Jason.
But nvm, every things will not as perfect as we think.
Because of the imperfect, only we will appreciate it!
I had learned that during this 3months...
The hardest days I faced for my life..
Start from a silent warning, received the fact that need to accept, and the period of it is hard.
We need to learn to accept, to strong, and to brave when the unexpected things happened.
The feeling of losing the member of family is really sad.
I still can remember the painful face of father when the nurse trying to took the blood from his skinny hand.
1 shot failed, 2nd shot, 3rd....
I forgot how many shots being taken, but I know it is more than 3shots...
Mum standing outside looking thru the window also with a painful face..
I look at mum and try to smile to act but mum never gt attracted by that..
My heart was broken when looking at my father to have this painful...
But I can do nothing there but only to wish that this shot must have enough blood flow out....
I think no one can bear with this condition..I do cry, in my heart silently...but not in reality...
I don't want to make things worst and sad...
At that moment, my heart is not crying, but blooding...

On 28 May 2012, at 11pm, I lost my father.
At that time, I sit inside my car, almost want driving back home to see my father the last face..
But i couldn't make it..is too late..
The radio in the car was playing the song " Coming home" at that moment...
Tears dropping and I know I can't drive, so I call er ge to fetch me home because at first i plan to drive home by myself..

A lots of memories past in my mind on the way to home.
I know this day will come, but never know so fast..


Have to sleep le....tmr need wake up early at 7am...so that all for this post..


Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Only time

Listening to Enya's song,
meanwhile,
blogging for writing down what really happened around.
Yesterday I bought a Car Mp3 FMmodulator for my car.
I eager to buy it for so long time becoz driving home for every weekend is compulsory for me now.
I know Enya via my brother when he was studying art college at KL.
It is such a long time ago,
A word to describe Enya song - beautiful

You will never feel the true happiness unless you taste it,
And you will never feel the true sadness unless you taste it too as well.
Life is similarly to the drama in television.
You will never thought when the part of scenes in the drama will actually someday happens to you.

Life is fragile, tough, tiny,
when the bad things happens to you.
Life is joyful, marvelous, wonderful,
when the good things happens to you.
This call life.

Only time
You are fighting for in your life.
Only time
You are afraid of if you are lacking in that.
Only time
You are able to prove yourself in everything.




Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows,
Only time...
Enya